I've been doing alot of small parties right now and its humbling. I know that I have to start somewhere and if that means at the bottom of the bottom and work up. Then that where it has to be but hey I can do really good smaller sized parties and they are a blast. But a part of me is ready to step it up but I know that it takes time and alot of time and effort to get where you want you to go and where you have been dreaming about going. So i learned that this is a time for prayer and faith.